The beauty of the process

Although I am trying to meet up with several targets at the same time, I thought to take out some time to tell you about the beauty of the process.

I have discovered that a lot of people do not appreciate the process of growth. In the euphoria of wanting to become great, many oftentimes skip the process and jump on from one phase of life to the other. This sort of blinds us to great things that happened in that phase while trying to rush on to the next phase of our life.

Before, I judge and make others the victim, I will admit here and now that manytimes, I often fall victim of this... Many times I have my gaze so much on the other side of the process which makes me unappreciative of this now phase of your life and if care is not taken, it could make you desperate and even frustrated.

But with each passing day, and each privilege to learn about ME, and the process which God will have me go through, I began to learn to appreciate the process of growth, the gift of life, the gift of relationships and trust me, its absolutely beautiful.

Let me encourage you, the beauty of growth is the beauty of process and in the process there is something about our character that is being developed...

How do we enjoy the process and not endure it?

Simply, by being appreciative and this boils down to what we see and how we see it.

Depending on how we look, there are many things to be grateful for, there are also many things to be ungrateful for but being grateful is deliberating choosing to overlook the bad and stay put on the good while trusting the process.

Celebrating yourself on little wins is also paramount. 

Listen, I know that your friends have done all those things but relax, what is yours will never pass you by so lets enjoy the ride together. 

SUICIDE IS NEVER AN OPTION

Sniper is not an easy killer, it’s an organ eating ,liquid monster.

Sniper is a DDVP 2,2.

Ok…sniper is a Dichlorovinyl Dimethyl phosphate compound, produced by ndi Swiss Nigeria Chemical Compound.

When you blindly drink sniper, that you want to kill yourself, this is what will happen to you….

1. Your eyeballs will swim in its own water as forced tears escapes from its reservoir.

2. You will have serious discharges from your nose…oh, it’s late, you will have no control over these happenings now.

3. A banging migraine will set in. You will hold unto your head and scream like it wants to explode.

4. Your chest will tighten, forcing close , making sure that your body have lost control over it.

5. You will be on the floor by now, screaming through all your senses, as saliva pours out from your mouth like a slow, mini river.

6. You will mess yourself up with vomiting, and you will long to vomit your intestines too, to be relieved, cos you are now in so much regrets for taking the sniper, but ah,ah,ah…sniper must finish it’s job.

7. The rest of the crises comes in turns as you shit all over yourself …sweating ,muscle fasciculation, your blood pressure will go down low, convulsions, then, your life will be squeezed out of you through the shutting down of your lungs and kidney….cardiac arrest will aid your departure.

They will meet you when you are dead, with your eyes open, drooling, a lot of poo in your underwear, your body twisted in a strange position as you tried to fight off the pain and crises, and they will observe the signs of struggle in the room you took the sniper…cos you will climb the walls, tear the sheets, rip some of your hair off, just to quail the killing pain.. some run off from their houses,screaming for people to help them, that they drank sniper, that’s how they ended up in the hospital.

If you are lucky, your system could be flushed when it has not shut down everything, if you are unlucky, you will die on your way to the hospital, or in the hospital…but in your dead eyes, the last memorial record in it, before your terrorized brain, shuts down, is “regrets”.

You can see, it’s not an easy death.

Should in case you are among those, waiting on queue to snipe yourself out..the dead cannot come back to tell you their experiences with sniper…that 100ml ,200/300 naira otapiapia, is a terminator..a gradually, ruthless, wicked terminator.

You are deceived when they make you believe that sniper is the easier way out, no, it will slowly devour you from the inside, as it shuts down your organs one by one in a tearing order.

It’s only a bullet to your head, measured well, not to miss the brain, that can be the fast killer you anticipated, not sniper.

If you are depressed, drink more of cold juices, while you think your way out. Suicide is not a joke.

You don’t wanna mess with that insecticide called sniper. Trust me..no think am, no take am.

Written by

April Wolf.